突然之間, 真係好想將心裡面既野寫出黎~~

唔知係咪岩岩睇完張小嫻既一本小說~~
又唔知點解突然係腦海出現左Eason既 “傷信”~~

不過, 依家, 佢已經離開左香港啦~~

我想講, 係佢, 係佢令我感到咩叫做開心既人~~
仲有一種我唔識點表達既感覺~~
好震撼~~
好實在~~
不能忘記~~

雖然, 佢只係普普通通做左一個小小既動作~~
但係, 對我黎講真係好感動架~~
你知嘛~~
佢對我來說~~
是多麼重要呢~~

不過, 很可惜~~
我們相距好似好遠咁~~
好不實在呀~~

好啦~~
等我回想番我們見面既過程啦~~

唔~~
佢係icq叫我~~
同我講佢就黎要離開香港~~
問我想唔想見佢~~

我當然想見啦~~
我知佢番左黎好耐~~
但係就冇見過面~~

佢話過黎我公司果樹同我食lunch~~
那當然好啦~~
我就答左好呀~~

交換左mobile no~~
心想~~佢係會打比我~~
點知~~
叫我到時打比佢~~
叫佢起身~~
仲話唔知到時起唔到身~~

嘩~~
你知嘛~~
我睇到佢既message~~
點解佢約我~~
反而要我叫醒佢~~

我本來係答左好~~
不過, 到左個日~~
我係特登唔打比佢~~
想睇吓佢會唔會因為我唔打比佢而自動打比我~~

很可惜~~
佢冇~~

果日, 我好唔開心~~
做野都冇曬心機~~

不過, 真係天意囉~~
係佢走之前既一個晚上~~
我online啦~~
佢見到我~~
只係say “hi”
禮貌上~~
我當然回應一聲“hi”啦~~

佢好似唔開心咁講左~~
“d人唔想見我咪算囉~”

當時個心酸流流的~~
我即刻話~~
“如果係有心同我食飯, 無理由要人地叫醒你”
唉~~
仲有果d真係唔想再講~~

不過, 我地終於約左係佢走之前見面~~
仲一齊食晚飯tim~~
真係好開心~~

嘿~~
開心既野永遠唔會忘記~~
一定會放係心裡~~
公開左出黎, 其實係冇咩意思架~~
放係心裡會長久d~!~

有時真係覺得天意弄人囉~~
我依家回想番~~
如果, 果日, 我打左比佢~~
同佢一齊食lunch~~
同佢見面既時間~~
只有唔夠一個鐘既時間~~
匆匆忙忙食完lunch就要同佢分開~~
都唔知幾時可以再見~~

但係, 我卻堅持唔打比佢~~
反而可以再有一次機會見佢~~
見面相處既時間仲多左好多~~
係差左多3個鐘呀~~
呢3個鐘~~
係我最開心既時刻~~

唔~~
我想, 有時行錯左一步~~
會係遺憾~~
但~~
本來我真係可算是行錯的~~
不過, 可能係上天既憐憫~~
我得到的不是遺憾~~
而係美好既回憶~~

呢個回憶~~
會留係我心裡~~
不會忘記~~

若時間可以倒流~~
我亦會選擇後者~~